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Again i'm faced wit choices that stress me out. I try not to think so hard but it never fails that I always do it. My mind can only go so far until it cracks under pressure. It's like things are unfolding to either cause harm to me, or send me into a state of mind that I feel helpless. Its like i'm being punished for past wrong things I've done. We are only human and god won't put too much on us that we can't handle it. But me, i guess i feel like its too much. I'm being to crack. Stress it ruling my everyday life. I can't sleep right, think straight, eat, or do anything for that matter. All i wanna do is stay in the house away from society so i can think clearly. But even that has its down fall. I pray so much that my voice is slowly going away. Its not much i can do cuz now its in god's hands.