I'm sorry

I told you I would do anything for you. To accept me after what mess I caused. You told me to be a better man to you, but to me it seems like I'm still not good enough for you. I love you more than anything on earth. So to change is only what I feel is gonna work. I'm not that perfect to be everything you ask but even my effort isn't enough to pass. This is my fault no matter what you say. I made some mistakes that can't be taken away. You can't for get wat I've done to you, but I begged god for forgiveness to be accepted by you. But that still isn't enough to take the pain away from you. You think I don't think about your feelings but every night I think about wat things I did to hurt you. They say people are wat they are and can't change, but I believe everyone can change. No one is made to be perfect and I see that now. But to be the man you want I have to be close to it. I try as hard as I can to be accepted by you, but again I fail cuz I didn't do wat you ask me to do. Maybe I'm not as good as I seem but only god knows and he gave me a chance to redeem. Just see me for the man that loves you with his very last breath. At this moment I'll do anything to stay. I will not give up on wat I feel. Will you understand me and see wat I am. I used to be misguided acting like a boy, but you created a man who needs no toys. Baby if you see this, please think about wat you see. Realize that we are meant to be.