Lord can you hear me?

Lord, something isn't right. I'm crying out to you lord and nothing is happening. Have I asked for too much forgiveness? Have I made a wrong that you can't fix? Lord I need you right now lord. The devil is bringing his temptations on me lord and I'm hurting the ones I love. Lord can you hear? Wash away my sins and rebuke the devil from me. Cast him from my body so that I may be a holy soul to praise onto you my lord. Things in my life are falling apart. I'm making people disappointed in me because of what I've done. Lord can you hear me? I'm raising my arms to you lord to save me from this evil, this life of unwilling lies, and the wrong me hurt loved ones. I'm praying for change, but nothing is happening. Is it because I'm not meeting you half way lord? I need to find my true self. The one that would never hurt no one no matter how bad they hurt you. I need your lord. Lord can you hear me?