My cry

Can't you see me crying my eyes out badly. I'm in so much fear and you blow it off like its not a problem. Everyday is something different for me to go through and its worse and worse. Can't you see the problem here? Don't you see that its not a matter of being with you, its a matter of loving you for eternity. But your overlooking it all. Are you hurting me cuz of the pain you took from me? I apologized to you time and time but it seems like its not good enough for you at all. I don't know wat to do anymore! Lord please help me.